LOVING THE NAMES OF THE CITIES YOU FALL THRU
                    Kuala Lampur.
                    Jakarta, Ho Chi
                    Min City, wildly
                    intriguing as
                    yours, with its
                    season nothing
                    season nothing
                    melts in. I think
                    how you write
                    of your friend
                    scattering his
                    mother’s ashes.
                    how probably
                    you didn’t even
                    have that when
                    your mother
                    leaped into
                    Niagara Falls.
                    Your “plans”
                    have changed”
                    you wrote two
                    years ago. They
                    keep changing
                    but I don’t think
                    now I’ll know
Lyn Lifshin
Monday, February 27, 2006
poetry from Lyn Lifshin
I THINK OF YOU WITH YOUR CAT AND INSULIN NEEDLES
that’s how I will scan
you under my hair
talking after the first
reading at Rosa del Sol
when I was still some
one you wanted, tried
to find me in San Antonio.
I’ll think of you scooping
your “guy” the stray up,
fussing over how he
guzzled water, was a little
` too fat. I won’t think of
the only time you kissed
me and I knew it was the
last. You, at the vet, all
day for the glucose panels
soothes. I know now I’ll
think of your cat still with
you probably longer than
most women. How you
measure his water, how
you found him near the
Golden Gate. I won’t think
of suicide there, a perfect
spot, as Niagara Falls was
for your mother. I like it that
you named him Question. I
have a lot of questions too.
I’ll think of you listening as
he talks and talks of her, of
course, in a questioning tone,
will imagine you stroking
his tail that bends and hooks
at the top into a question mark
and know like so much, I’ll
think about you too often,
he’s soot black
Lyn Lifshin
that’s how I will scan
you under my hair
talking after the first
reading at Rosa del Sol
when I was still some
one you wanted, tried
to find me in San Antonio.
I’ll think of you scooping
your “guy” the stray up,
fussing over how he
guzzled water, was a little
` too fat. I won’t think of
the only time you kissed
me and I knew it was the
last. You, at the vet, all
day for the glucose panels
soothes. I know now I’ll
think of your cat still with
you probably longer than
most women. How you
measure his water, how
you found him near the
Golden Gate. I won’t think
of suicide there, a perfect
spot, as Niagara Falls was
for your mother. I like it that
you named him Question. I
have a lot of questions too.
I’ll think of you listening as
he talks and talks of her, of
course, in a questioning tone,
will imagine you stroking
his tail that bends and hooks
at the top into a question mark
and know like so much, I’ll
think about you too often,
he’s soot black
Lyn Lifshin
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